Why, when I open my eyes she Is not lying beside me
Why, when I am breathing I feel like I am dying
Why, when I walk she is not there to hold my hand
Why, when I dream I had to wake up with a scream
Why, when I am scared she is not there to hold me in her arms
Why, when it rains I feel I am washed away In a drain
Why, even when I wake I feel I am in sleep
Why, when everyone is happy I am in grieve
Why, I start to hate the day light, now locks the sun rays outside my door and make an artificial night
Why, I don’t have anyone whom I can give a goodnight kiss
Why, when I am in crowd still there is someone I miss
Why, there is no one whom I can keep safe In my heart
Why, she is not with me when I am ready to live my life with her from the start
Why, when I have eyes I walk like a blind
Why, I am living a solitary life when I haven’t done any crime
Why, I shout when I am alone in my room
Why, I want to leave this place and want to sit on the moon
Why, when I see mirror I find myself on the other side
Why, i always have tears doesn’t matter how much I have cried
Why, I can’t feel anything now don’t know when I am happy or when I am down
Why, not anyone apprise the true love
Why, everyone looks just for fun
I am now yelling at you god, why? Tell me why?
When everyone is happy I get to cry.
by TAZZ
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I know your going through a struggle but god is not a cruel person he puts use through these obstacles for a reason. I know you might be thinking “yeah why should I listen to a little naive girl”, but trust me I have experienced many things throughout my life. Great poem I can really feel your pain and agony.
You will be a great writer……
if u can take my suggestion then please do rhyme the lines of ur poems….
Great work….
Love this poem, sometimes we feel this way. it is unexplainable. Keep writing because i feel a connection to your poem.
dam this poem is hot
I love this poem it really tells u something and i can agree with it because i fill like this sometimes and sometimes i always ask why
Great poem-written from the heart but I wonder is it imagination or felt pain. I think anyone who has grieved would understand this emotion, so well expressed. God does not send anything which we cannot cope with when we accept His help and ultimately it will make us stronger and able to empathise with others who experiance pain, thus making us better people.
hey…
it’s an touching poem….
i am also trying to find reason for all the why’s you have…
you ur why’s and my why’s are exactly the same…
just need to tell you that GOD is not cruel…He is with you..
Don’t worry you ll get all the reasons very soon…
take care..
god bless..