The Last Word

Can’t think
Try to breath
Wondering why
These tears in my eyes

Could never surprise
You
How I feel
Is it real

I hate you I love you
I fear you I scare you
I need you Don’t want you
Go…Stay

It doesn’t matter anyway
Cause the pain I feel
Will always be real
The need your love brings

The way your hate stings
Yet it’s all the same
Either way there’s gonna be pain
You hate me You love me

You fear me You scare me
You need me Don’t want me
Stay….Go
Either way nobody will know

How hard I tried
To keep this alive
To help us survive
How much you didn’t

Didn’t try
Didn’t care
Didn’t love
You could never love enough

Except yourself
Couldn’t love
Couldn’t trust
Instead you stomp my heart to dust

A promise
A kiss
After all you put me through
Things that I still miss.

Can’t breath
Try to think
Wondering how
My feelings allow

Me
To stay
Can I really go on this way
Put down

So condescending
Every word
Has a different meaning
Yet every day it’s just the same

The way you make me feel
It’s gotta be unreal
Wake me up
I’m dreaming

It’s not the same it used to be
Look in the mirror
Is that person really me
This isn’t who I used to be

I tried to make you happy
To love enough
No matter how rough
It gets

I try
Why can’t you
Too much
You ask so much
Of me

Can’t you see
That you ask nothing
Of you

Can’t do this alone
Don’t want to be alone
So sick of feeling alone
Here

Take it all
My love
My heart
My soul

I don’t care
Take what you want
Just don’t leave me here alone
I love you

Always have
I need you
Always do
But I’m through fighting

I’m sick of trying
So here
Take it all
You have won

Cause I’m done.

by Stephanie Robertson

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