What Happens?

What happens when you die
Do you become an angel or is that a lie
Are you to watch the people you love
Do you get to fly with the turtle doves
Where do you go
Someday you will know
Do you get to meet those family members too
Have they been watching over you
What if your life is stole
And it wasnt your time to go
Do you get to ask why
Will He tell you and can you cry
To remeber those you left behind
Can you now read their mind
How to help with the grief
Do you hear the cries of disbelief
Can you say sorry you didnt want to leave
My body wouldnt let me breathe
Would you give anything back for those days of joy
To have another kiss with that boy
Do you sit on your grave & reflect on your life
Think about how you were going to be his wife
Wherever you go do you grow old
Can yo feel the winter cold
How long do you have to stay up there
If it means reliving this I don't think I could bare
Soon the answers He will give
But im not sure I want them if it means not to live.

by Rikki-Lea Wainman