My heart is pounding my soul is crying while my body is aching. What is happening to me why do I feel as if I don't exist as if I do not matter. I am here I am breathing yet why cant no one hear my cries. I am yelling someone help me some one please come release me from my pain. Let me feel what its like to be free. Free from misery free from pain. I want to feel love to feel the wind in my hair. Someone please hear my cries I cant breathe. My heart is pounding my soul is crying all the while my body is aching.