Love and Joy

I know that life is suppose to be fun
Filled with love and joy
If that’s true then why am I with you?
You give me so much pain
The pain hurts more and more when I see your face
Some time I just wish I could leave this place
Because being with you is like killing myself
When I am with you I feel dead
Sometimes I ask “is this life”
No, this is not so how its time for me to go
I’m not bout to waste my life being unhappy
I would love to be with you
But you don’t make life worth living
On this note I say goodbye
No more tears, No more lies, No more loving you
When I cry its tears of joy, not tears of pain and unhappiness
I’m a better me without you
I got more friends and people that love me
I’m happy and enjoying life
So I say thanks to you
Because without you putting me through so much pain, I would have never found the “REAL” me.

by Zikaluh