Alone
Being alone used to scare me to death,
The thought alone took away my breath,
Until tonight when I was alone,
Closed inside my dark room,
In this place you call home.
Ever since I was younger,
I feared being left,
A fear of everyone disappearing,
To have everyone gone.
As a little kid,
I've felt I don't belong,
Anywhere,
With anyone.
Then five people come along,
Three adults and two kids,
They make me feel like a human,
For once.
With them I always smile,
You can tell I'm happy,
Then I go to the place you call home,
And they see,
That when I'm with you,
I just don't act like the me,
That they see.
With them I belong,
My fear of being alone is long gone,
Next I come back to you,
Then my worst fear comes true.
My mood turns to blue,
I don't fit in with you,
And you know it.
You finally realize,
I'm just not alive inside,
When I come "home",
Be! cause I know that here I'm alone,
Worst part is,
You get mad at this news,
So you attempt to ruin my chance,
Of being happy and free,
By saying who I can and can't see,
So that I will always be,
Depressed and alone,
In the place you call a home.
by Ashley
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