My heart still beats, but it seems I play no role in his dreams... It makes me wonder if it's me he loves and wants to hold tight, but I can only pray it be so with all my might... He dream his dreams and I dream mine, I toss and turn but he sleep just fine.... I have never wanted anything so much... How do you say what you say when you know in every beat of your heart, you tear every fiber of my universe apart... This pain you cause cuts through me like a knife... Thats how I know it's time for me to step out of your life... Though I pray my death before he says goodbye..... I can only hope, once again our paths would cross by... Do you not hear my mournful cries oh lord from heaven above... I have never felt this handicapped in love!