Sometimes i wish the feelings were mutual but of course there not. sometimes i wish life was easier, but of course its not. so here i stand patiently waiting for the day that you will return if ever. but that just leaves me impatient because minutes tick, seconds past and hours go by day in and days out. night rises fears creep in feeling suffocated. heartaches, hard to breath stomach turns mind wonders what we use to do. what use to be, memories flash, tears flow please come take this pain away. night falls and sunshine shines another lonely day passes. sun sits high in the sky burning through the tough layer i wear for protection, in the sun you can see the dark circles under my eyes, the sleep that seems to be missing from the very depths of my soul. with the sun comes painful memories of those long summer days we spent together. in the sun you can see the hurt in my eyes the pain that i endure inside. in the sun you can see the loneliness holds me captive. in the sun you can see that the bruised heart is quietly weeping. the sun fades away and slowly the night creeps back up, day in day out, winter, fall, summer and spring passes the time and makes more distance between us. i must face the facts that you will never return. flowers blossom in the summer like the love we shared, beautiful and strong and full of life, your love, the sun, giving me life feeding my heart, soul and mind but of course every good thing must end right? so like the sun you fade away and winter approaches the flower, our love, withers away and slowly die holding on to hope that the sun will shine again soon and her happiness will return. here i sit hoping and praying that one day everything will be okay. sometimes i wish the feelings were mutual. but of course there not. sometimes i wish life were easier, but of course its not. so here i stand.... patiently waiting for the day that you will return...if ever. but that just leaves me impatient because minutes tick seconds pass and hours go by day in and day out.night rises fears creep in feeling suffocated heartaches, hard to breathe, stomach turns and mind wonders.