I can?t seem to find you in my heart.
You're just not there,
I can?t sit here and be unpleased
Thinking about why I have you here.
You say you love me,
But my heart pushes you away
I think I love you, but it's not the truth
Everyday in my heart you seem to fade.
I?m trying to stay true to myself
I hope you can see
I can?t always listen to your emotions
And be as you want me to be.
I can?t help it but to love you
Love you Unhonest
Love that isn?t honest
Can?t flow through my heart constantly
You?re not my first,
First boy who trapped me in their spell
To the point where I cry at night
That I have my own little shell.
Boy I can say I love you
But I lie to your face with a pound of shame
Was all a big game?
Don?t get me wrong
I feel real bad
But I warned your heart before
to save it from being sad.