Secret
I am going to tell a secret
That I fear you would not want to know
I kill the person I love dearly
And it is eating up my soul
I remember when I met him
He took away my breathe
He put me behind a wall and took off my cloths
He strip my garment roughly
And then hit me in my head
And asked me to cry softly
While squeezing between my legs
I close my eyes and imagine I was with you
And started to make strokes that I normally wouldn’t do
He asked if I am enjoying it
I said “I am floating on air
I never felt this feeling for so many years
I was high on pain but my heart was full of love
He knew exactly what I needed
To get me falling in love
As soon as he was through I wanted to cry
Because he took out my soul and kill me inside
I then wanted to make him feel the same way I felt
I wanted to make him cry
And whisper soft sounds of death
I pushed him against the wall
And started to caress his neck
And then slide my hands against his throat
And grip him gently
While forcing my way through his soul
He mourned and groaned for about a hour and a half
Then I didn’t hear his voice he was finally gone
I started to panic and then ran through the wall
But I knew what I did because I wanted him to be free
He his finally going to be with me
I stood their and watched him sleep
He looks like a baby who was well fed
And still stood firm like he was ready to go again
I was surprise when he spoke to me
Because I had damaged his self esteem
Never in a year have I had ride a bike so well
That I had to even worry about being dead
Because I kill the man I love dearly
And it’s a secret I can’t tell
by Cameka Coward
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