Losing You To Be Lost In Him
My heart belongs to you.
My lips to him.
The taste of his kiss still lingers.
As does the feeling of your affection.
I feel confusion, guilt, lust and love.
You worship me!
He only wishes to conquer me.
I know his feelings cannot be true.
My heart desires you. Though, my body another.
This forbidden attraction won't disappear.
I fear losing you, I fear being lost in him.
I crave an answer to this damning situation.
I'm breaking myself and secretly I'm breaking you.
I know he isn't worth it,
but his kiss always draws me in.
In that brief moment you're forgotten.
But my eyes always open and see you again.
© JB 2007
by Jennifer Brooks
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