i cant let go
you leave me so furstrating it scares me one minute your there one minute your not 0ne day you lend meh your sh0ulder tha next your walkin all over my heart I'm lost in your love spell 4ever bounded with your words. you leave me with broken promises dishonesty and no loyalty. Though we are apart you seem still able to hit where it hurts the most, the heart, its so fragile, my mind is so weak the pain I endure I can hardly speak. the arguements we have, the late night break ups, the get together soon makeups, the love you's hate you's need you 's miss you's all seem to be what you need. your atittude is what breaks me, but your persusive ways keeps me enticed. I'm not sure why it is so, but I just can't seem to let you go. your not good for me you pull me down and constantly break me lifting me up only when you need me. I play that role of what could be along with just in case in your life. I want to be done I want to let go but you are my drug and I'm addicted to your love. my daily dose of you is what I need to survive I can't you go but I know I can't be with you. thoughts run through my mind pictures flash my memories dont last I dont want you to be just my little thing in the past no matter what I do or how hard I try you continue to lie no matter how long I sit and cry you seem to still move by not a word not a chance all I want is you and our romance. I want us to work out to stick it out and fight for our love at least for the love I have for you I can't leave you but you just wont be true..... I hate being with you...but I hate living with out you
by adonna jasper
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