I DON’T KNOW

PART -1

I am with you In our bed my love and wish it last forever
There is something ca-caed in my mind and I want it to deny
When you wake you think I be here
But you will see it isn’t real
I write these lines on a sheet
Its all wet from my tears
I lie next to you watching you sleep
You probably having a nice dream
Just promise me that you will wait for me and will not cry
I will return home and I want to see girls chase my child
I am leaving you tonight going away
I had to fight, nation calling my name
I love you more than my breath you know
Now I am going and I don’t know
I don’t know if I could see your face
I don’t know if I could smell your hair
I don’t know if I could taste your tears
I don’t know
I don’t know if I could feel the same
I don’t know if you could forgive me again
I don’t know if we could exchange our souls
I don’t know

PART-2

I m flying high in the sky midway to heaven
Spawns are above my head waiting for my breath to be stolen
I don’t fear of my life i just care for my wife
Waiting for me with the hope that i will return to home

I m in the dark gone away
I sweat my breath on last day
i see my soul lay ahead moving faster than me running away
i cross the enemy line they try to catch my breath
i ran away from that hell n i don’t look back
my blood turn red to yellow
i can see the face of my dead fellow
I m in the dark gone away
I sweat my breath on last day
i see my soul lay ahead moving faster than me running away
i don’t know
i don’t know if i can fly around
i don’t know if i can make to ground
i don’t know if they gonna shoot me down
i don’t know
i don’t know if there is a bullet for me
i don’t know if its gonna splash my vein
i don’t know if i will survive now

PART-3

The stain of the blood are over my body , I can’t even memorize my face
All bad dreams I was holding disappear without a trace
Figuring it out that I have done right or wrong
Leaving my love in this malicious world all alone
Now when I m coming home it reminds me all those days that I have been gone
Will I get back my love after all that I have done
These all thoughts came in mind as my journey begun

I reached at my house I saw her through the window
The rush of the blood just spatter through my vein
I was wet from all the sweat thinking how I will face her again
I feel like the little captive bird who tries to get out of the cage
How I m gonna explain her one that I made mistake
Leaving my heart in the home ,there I felt all alone
I just survived ,remembering u all the time
when I cant even breath
Oh god ! I see her eyes, like a bird she wants to fly
I now don’t know
I don’t know will she take me back
I don’t know how I m gonna regret for that
I don’t know will she let me hold her arm
I don’t know
I don’t know how my child would be
I don’t know if he will take my plead
I don’t know does he play on the street
I don’t know
I heard a crack on the ground make me feel I m going down
This was a waiting moment for me first time when our eyes meet
She came running and open the door she never look like this before
There was a rage in her eyes and also the love which she was trying to hide
We both were saying empty words no need to speak further
Going close I touch her finger and it make her body linger
I touch my lips by her’s and that make me entirely bliss
Saw something that caught my sight coming towards me was my child
I can’t stop my tears to coming out feel like whole ocean I pour it out
I now know I surely know
I know I will live n die with u
I know I will always love u
I know I will give my child everything
I know
I know even death can’t make us apart
I know u will always live in my heart
I know I can’t wait to start
I know

hey! guys its something different that i tried on i hope that you will like it .its kind of a story of a soldier who leaves his wife and kid at home to go to the war..so let me know if you like it ..

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