Do I have to share?

The feeling I get inside, every single time I am near him, it is a feeling of love.
The feeling I get inside, every single time I hear him sing, it is a feeling not to describe.
And the knowing of him loving me back, is something I would not like to share with anybody else.
To know, that he was in love with me, from the first time he every saw me, is calming.
I can truly say, it is a wonderful feeling to be in love.
The worst part is that I say feeling or emotion – it is not.
Love is a decision, and if it is made from the heart, it will outlast anything.

When he wants to express, that he loves me, he just sing a song of his feelings. I cannot sing - therefore I need another way of explaining the way I feel. I write it. When I write, I do not take the time, to make sure, the story says exactly what I mean. Instead, I hide what I mean, behind other words.
At this moment, I need you to understand what I am writing. I need you not to be embarrassed of me. However, all I need is you.

One day or more correct, every day. Every morning. I am waking up, looking at my cell phone, wondering what it says. Probably, “Did you sleep well? Have a pleasant day. I love you.”
It is sweet message to send and a lovely message to receive. – But those three words, makes me feel so special.

All of these moments I am spending with you, is moments I would not give away for anything, not anything at all. This is the perfect way of life. The way I feel, when I am around you, is a feeling of destiny, harmony and most important, love.

That little word – love.
Some people wonder every day, what is love?
I used to do that, but for sure, now I know what it is.
Love is when to souls meet. Knowing they are right for each other. Knowing this was meant to be. Feeling insecure about making this big decision. Love is a decision. It is not every girl, who is able to decide by herself. I was that lucky. I truly believe that you are my one and only. I do actually not know, how I can say that, when I am a nonbeliever. I do not believe in God, I believe in love.
Love completed us, love is letting us live, and love is someday going to kill us.
Not God. Nobody. Just love. Is that believable?
Now, when I am in Love, I cannot fall asleep because this reality is better than my dreams.
When I cannot fall asleep because I am thinking of you, the best part is, when I waking up besides you. I know, I always will have you in my dreams, but having you in real life, is an entirely other state of mind.
Knowing our feelings are real, not fantasy. Knowing you loves me, and I love you – that really is the most important.

His kiss. I am hurting inside. Thinking of this passion, running through my veins.
My heart is twisted in to souls. Always loving you, or never letting you go.
The differences between those are, I am afraid, that if I want something to much, it will mean I am never going to have it. Right now I got you. I have got deep in my heart, and I am never letting go.

They call it, love at first sight. It all started with one look.
It became one smile, one feeling, one embrace, one kiss, one love, two people, two minds, two souls, two destinies, one road, one journey, one ending, together.

Message from the author: Dedicated to my boyfriend.

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